Thursday, January 04, 2007
The peace at home is somehow assuring... Just me alone seems comfortable right now... i just somehow don't know if finding this solace in not having my family home is wrong... but i just feel right now, when i can release stuff inside and I can just feel the quiet settling in.Don't boast, don't judge. Habits are hard to kick. You just remind me of how you don't judge me for all i've done wrong :)
Sometimes things are harder to do than to say. I know a lot of the time what i say may sound big, and in my little heart i do think to myself, are you sure? I'm not sure but I hope by being able to say it, I'll be able to do it, I'll be able to push myself all the way.
4A's, definitely not easy. But i want to show it. I want to be able to openly declare, that You are in my life, You made this happen in me, and You are good all the time :)
Caregroup was great :), although it was raining, it really refreshed me and reminded me.
Uncertain of the future,
Certain of You :)