Thursday, December 21, 2006
Spent a wonderful time with the CG today at Mind's Cafe and i really felt happy and alive... laughing freely without a second thought and just being who i am, letting everything go for this time with these people whom i treasure.6 years as compared to the 8 months i've spent with these people.
Why is it not the same?
How can 8 months feel so much more real than all those years?
I don't know... maybe because I know that for once God loves me and these people accept me for who i am as how God does.
I think i wanna go on Hiatus soon... stop putting memories here for awhile but somewhere else.
I wanna be smiling at the dawn.
You lift me up to where You are when i turn to You. When these pressures seem too much, when the burdens burn my shoulders.
I truly don't know what to do... but to blindly trust in You. No matter what other people might say... I just want to trust... I just don't want to think so much but just to leave it to You. Please lead me...
Falcks on 7:47 AM
