Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Januarius 31th- ARGH!

Shat! Firstly, i have to finish ALL my TUTORIALS by TODAY! *frantically rushes thru homework*

As you can see i'm idling arnd my comp, not being able to detach myself from the holiday mood -.- but aaanyway i'm gonna study with Longkuan ( my tag partner!!:D) @ bishan mac's today at 6.15. blahhh.

Carn go for class gathering on saturday coz of the service thing :( v v v v sad, coz my teacher just got married without TELLING US!!! Her first batch of graduating students. So we shall retaliate by going to get hongbaos from her muahahhaha:P! haha so i dunno hwo it'll turn out.

Anyway, i gotta keep it short. Will post again soon. :D:D Boing!

Monday, January 30, 2006
just ANOTHER CNY....

CNY was and is still boring. Other than the hongbaos coming in, i realised that this yr it was especially boring with the lack of things to do....

I spent my time walking into my past. Back into my books. Back into my thoughts. Back to where the hurtful and happy memories reside. Today was a day of reflection and also a day of pondering the what ifs, the hows, the whys, and the what would bes...

It may sound angsty but it was rather sad and depressing at some points, but thinking of the times which went wrong. The times in sec 2 when i was totally addicted to the comp ( yes, very addicted) and my results were plummeting like there was no tommorow. The times when i was despised and looked down upon. The times of rejection. Times of tears, its been a long 17 years :)

In contrast, there were the smiles and laughs with 6C in 2001:D haha i'll never forget you guys. 29 girls and 15 guys the indomitable ratio. The times when Dacks, LK, NXY and all the rest were still the class which has kept contact and gatherings for the longest possible time all the way until now! You guys are the best friends i could ever hope to have :) Miss ya.

Times in secondary school were pretty unremarkable but frenz like CQ, QK, Austin and eugene who were with me since pri school made times livable and let me survive those turbulent 4 years. Thank you. And all my judo batchmates who many a time made life livable thru tough trainings and given me incredibly useful advice :P and made times funny :D:D Thanks you guys!!!

And my current class 06A13 which has made our short 1 month together, one of the funnest times in my life!06A13 is a damn caring and united class and pwnz all other classes! Thank you so much... for giving me these memories:D i don't think i could bear to forget them or let these memories go! :D Haha, you people have made my days again and again and it just makes JC life an incredible experience. A13 roxors!!!

Some other frenz i wanna thank who have helped me thru all these years.
1) Charm!!!
My diaper buddy :P. i dunno when we officially met tho... i carn remember but i think it was on some school bus:P i know we didn't talk much in primary school until she found out that Mrs Yeo was my piano teacher too!!!! Somehow we started talking again in Sec 1 and she's always been there when i needed the support, when i was down and out, she'd be there to hear me out and distract me from them with her talk abt uh uhrm certain pple, of the opposite sex :D ( Charmie! gotcha:P) Somehow, I'd end up listening quite a bit too but she manages to make me forget my troubles and feel lots better! So Thank YOU SO MUCH!!!! All these years that i've been a bother, thanks for being there!!!! haha, frenz forever k?

2) ~Dacks~
Not the best confidant :P but one of the best frenz anyone could make. He has ALWAYS been a good fren, (listening to my feelings until 4 am before camp. yes i remember:P) playing starcraft into the wee hours in the morning. Getting woken up by calls from Ah jon :D:D:D watching countless movies with me and Longkuan :D going shopping for new year clothing. Doing all sorts of weird stuff at toy stores, this guy's been with me a lot. Hey brother, thanks for all these years and memories. You have always been and always will be my closest brudder ya? :D haha pizza hut delievery! :D

Then we have....
3) Shijie!!! a.k.a Yao xy
Haha, shijie your on da list!!! :D She's been Shijie for sometime:P I still remember she used to whack me so hard in primary school until i was damn red!! :D We met during prefect's duty where she (as usual) whacked me :P but now, she doesn't hit pple so often :P actually not at all so she's very very very very nice! haha:) She's been my talking buddy for some times when i was down and out and also a nice person to play Solitaire showdown with!!! :D She's one of those frenz who actually rmbrs my b day ( while sometimes i dun rmbr hers which makes me embarassed :S) . She's been sort of like a sis for some time, talking to me when i felt down, some times screaming at me for being reallie childish and angsty:P, waking me up to the very many facts of life and making me survive thru all that's required of me. All the times we've played games and talked, she makes a very very loyal and good fren:) Thanks for all the time that you've spent and memories we've spent haha. You reallie rock :D

There's a lot more pple i wanna thank but i think i'll stop here for the moment. Coz these pple are really special and sooooooo, i just wanna thank them for seeing me thru these yrs. I'm babbling so here i end it. Ciao!!! :D

Saturday, January 28, 2006
Januarius XXIXth CNY!!!

I'm feeling just so booooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrred right now so i decided to post. :P

Reunion last night was alright i guess, my cousins all came over to my grandma's and it was pretty noisy. The kids were playing "stress" and were laughing and screaming like crazy, those arnd my age were all pretty bored and watching tv. The best part was one cousin (younger than me by a yr:P), he loved wine and shared 3 cups with me. After that, he turn totally RED. Problem was he wasn't drunk but he didn't know why he turn beetroot red anyway :P. I spent some more time on my reading ( i missed it pretty much :P).

But i had a damn lot of energy after reunion when everyone was like sleepy. Coz. I. Slept. From. 11 AM. to. 6PM. You can imagine how bored i was with all that energy to spend but not knowing where to spend it. In de end, i ended up using the comp until like 2+,3 and still was pretty bored.

Now it's 9am and we're not out of the house yet -.- guess i'll post something fun (hopefully) later :P

P.S Confucious Says: If you want pretty nurse, you got to be patient.:P

Friday, January 27, 2006
1st CNY@ HCJ = Pwnz00r.

This was the best CNY celebrations ever! The central plaza draped with beautiful banners and red ropes stringing from every possible direction to a central plaque in gold. The bustle of setting up the stalls. The excitement of the dance showdown. The cheers. The laughs. Everything. It will be etched in my mind for a long, long time ( adults call it forever). :P

My class cleared EVERYTHING in our stall making a mass profit which fattened our lil treasury :P 06A13 rulez! Ares topped in the fac dance comp! (altho Apollo had to end up joint....) . Charm looked hip with her own dance tho :P ( Go charm!)

I think I really did enjoy myself a lot today... spent a lot of time getting really high ( let me hear your 1 3 cheer! *squeaks* *Kenneth reply*) and twas damn cool to have our CT ( POQ!) join us for mass dance. ( Dun look down on him, he got it the first time wth) Fac dance was like damn cool! We had pple cheering from start to end and we reallie kept up with the song at last! I think we must have looked pretty cool la :P ( Hard work pays off!!! :D) Even during the watching of Geisha, it was funny. Coz guess what Guobin? We saw you know who( yes the "w" one!) she was sitting in front of us only lor :P. Kenneth and Fishball (Yida) were trying to get me to confirm it was her during the movie.
( Ideas included: 1. calling her name in the middle of a movie.... in total darkness.
2. dropping my ring to go " ooops...." and try to see her face in the middle of the dark... ( i mean wth?!) 3. Poking her)
We ended up laughing thru the boring scenes in the movie, and not sleep thru those:P

Afterwhich we lagged before going to Mr Queks "concert" which was in some ulu high-class place, which we had ghost story telling on the bus o.o ( Sleepwalking hahahahha:P beware :P), searching for 20 mins or more for the location. ( IN the heat and the darkness.... which was where the 1 3 cheer squeaking started:P) It was fun lol, Coz of me and kenneth's unending squeaking, I think Junhua and Fungmin caught our new style too :P (YAY! Success!)

Mr Quek sang really well! the best song was the Music of the Night in the phantom of the Opera. It was grandioso, and really really amazing. We caught videos. ( And a new scandal attempt :P) And tried to get flowers for Mr Quek ( but failed... ended up with cookies:P).

It was really high and really fun and i think all the people in my class:P, the councillors and every single person who play hard made my day today. Our time as a class is running out but i really really love my class haha.

To A13: No matter what you choose or how everything turns out, you guys will always be part of the Best Class ever!!! 06A13 roxors!!

To end on a happy note, To everyone out there. HAPPY CNY!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006
土日. January 25th 2006. Freezing day...

Fever goes away and comes back at whim sighs... the doc gave me some tranquilizers i think coz his medication seems to knock me out within 10 mins -.- usually my medication doesn't even come close at putting me to sleep. Went back to do a few things today. Hope our song went right:D Thanks to all my classmates who gave their concern :D:D I'll be fine :) and with CNY over the horizon its proves to be something to look forward to. (Who wants to practice fac dance tmr? Last day liaoz :D) Thursday i think we have a reunion dinner with 06A13!!! Friday i'm not sure of the programmes but its the big day! Fac dance comp!! its gonna be super wild! Saturday will be chu xi! it'll be cool with all my cous's coming back >.<>veryone has his or her own bad luck it only matters whether it comes sooner or later." Dat's wad i think so i wish everyone: Happy Lunar new year!

P.S

SL:" Eh, Dog year got wad cheng2 yu3 arh??"
JL: " Dunno leh. Like dun have any leh. Not like horse or dragon."
LY: " Got! zhu1 peng2 gou3 you3 lor!"

Interesting quote from somewhere:P lol go figure.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006
January 24th a curse and a blessing

CNY: 3 days

Fac Dance: Ares (pwnj00rs!)
Rating: 10 stars (out of 5)

Problem: Fever. Will be out for at least 2 days.

I lurve our fac dance... its damn fast and fun and i carn catch certain parts of the dance!!! fux la!!!! most of our class went which shows 06A13 rox! Our fac dance one hand can dance lor! my right arm not working still can zham damn cool!

Worst part of the day: I found out i have high fever, sore throat and amazingly bad cough..... i need to teach our class the New year song we came up with tmr la.... Dunno how... but i will find a way:D Fuck the fever!

Our class scandals ji3 increasing yi1 xia4! Guobin la! So many scandal stil lwad scandal mind map... siao la! Haiz but so fun. this class pwnz forever!

Saturday, January 21, 2006
Bone's Aftermath

5 hours of sleep on a saturday is not very funny at all. Considering you wake up 3 times at night feeling nothing but pain. You slide off the bed to find somewhere better to sleep cause you can't sit up or get off the bed properly. It tiring... the pain's alright to me but this arm of mine is reallie wearing me down...

Pretty boring day... went for training in the morning ( give moral support for my teammies!) then lunch (the spoon was manageable). After which i spent lots of time reading and playing on the comp... Doesn't sound much of a life huh?

Actually, i felt rather lonely today... Just needed someone to talk to, but couldn't find many people anyway. So that's just it. School's doing CNY decor today and it looks quite alright o.o

Been doing MORE thinking sigh, am i reallie so dislikable? I know i am not very modest, (arrogant if you want to put it that way), I'm proud and annoying at times. I'm hyper a lot of the time and i carn come up with good jokes o.o

But still think that i should be me... still sort of finding my own identity. At some point of my life i didn't want to be a lot like my dad and its still dat way now. But blood brings genes... I'm trying to change things that maybe i can't change. But still, I'll find myself someway i hope... If anyone could give me a few more tips to find my own "self" please do help coz I'm sick of feeling sort of lost....

Sigh... Anyways, tomorrow will hopefully be a better day. Look on the bright side of life they say so i will! Sparky will be back tmr :D

Friday, January 20, 2006
X.X January the 20th... the pain.

A week before chinese new year! And guess what? I dislocated my chest bone :D:D sigh... I seem accident prone. Anyway i'll be a sparky refixed BUNNY SOON! :D^^

Seriously speaking it was the first major injury for me in a long time... i can't really remember what happened but the pain sorta flashed thru my mind unconciously. Breathing got really painful abt a few minutes after that... It hurt just walking arnd with the sling. Man.... it really got me cursing a lot for the next 30 mins after training. I went to the sinseh and he went "jialat" then i was damn scared la. He poked like 7 needles all over my arm! Ghey acupuncture! If you hear pple say it doesn't hurt, they must have thick skin. It still hurts a little, but when it gets to your injured muscle, you feel the heat is like siao lar... Hope my arm heals soon!!!! I wanna learn our coolio fac dance sianz!

Sigh CNY in a week so much to do! I hope can get well before that! Then hope our class stall will EARN RECORD PROFIT:D! Then our poor lil treasury can afford JTS :D

My angel is darn cool! Haha, think she's pretty good to talk to. Meep hope she continues writing. And to all the pple sick in my class: GET WELL SOON! Especially Tracy and Yiyong who have been sick for so darn long and Shumin, Hope you'll get your voice back soon! Heehee, Well dats all for today! Tmr will be a new (and painful) day :D Wish me luck!

Thursday, January 19, 2006
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? wheeeeeeee!!!!!

Falckie goes crazy on this post. Been pretty hyper recently. Not very well taken by my classmates perhaps. It been very tiring for myself as well... My legs are giving away, my hip has a small swell and bruises all over. Hope everything goes back tmr. I desperately need more sleep. CNY in a week and i'm looking forward to it! w00t!

Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Stressed. Tired. Totally not confident.

Wake up Call 1: I've been training for 4 years (or so. maybe 3) and i dun feel as if i've improved very much.

Wake up Call 2: We can compete this year B boys... chances are quite high

Wake up call 3: Stressed again... Especially coz i feel as if i'm dragging the team down sometimes...

I feel like a coward and arrogant loser. Have thought abt it more than once. And its true sometimes (or most of the times maybe...). Competition totally stress me out and i don't really know how to react sometimes... I remembered my secondary 2 year. The strain was so heavy, i would crack down late in the nights, sitting up asking myself what i really want. Whether joining was such a good choice... With my batchmates and all behind me, dats when i feel its worth it but sometimes i really wonder how i survived here. I don't have the talent, not even a drop. Now its the last stretch once again, the strain is on and i hope i make it all the way...

Haha, on a lighter note, the judo team has finally managed to BON our captain, the Idoh, King Kong, PIE rocker Hindarto for the second time! Happy birthday AHIN! My training partner and he rox la! pwnj00r. Haha too bad the tabasco sauce came too late! But the ice was fun!

Another person's B day! Shumin! HAHA! I think today really showed how bonded our class was! We can scare someone by saying he/she is changing class. Sorry for the scare :D but you were Punkd!:D happy birthday! 06A13 rox (ooops...:P)

CNY's coming! All the stuff needs to be done! Will blog tmr! Nitez!

Monday, January 16, 2006
Day One all over again

Mood: :( gloomy

I have no idea what's wrong with me today... Feeling sorta out of sorts. Although the first day of lectures and tutorials weren't so bad( we had a kewl teacher for GP, econs and lit was okay, geog reallie sucked), I just couldn't help feeling like something was missing today. Got my first angel's letter today Lol, as a good little morty, i probably will reply it + write to my morty lolz.

Somehow i managed to read thru my econs notes :P sorta getting the grip on it, just nid practice. And today's time table was sweet with all the breaks in between! Rox la! We (Me, Yida, Siqi and Kenneth) were playing bridge in the Fishtank (Cafe wadeva...reminds me of gb and kenneth) and we got caught!:P coz we sat at the window!LOL! Anyway we got a warning and continued playing anyway :P. My bridge skills like reallie suck now, only won like one match today:P

Our class is like darn fun, coz everyone is "on" and up for new stuff... i reallie hope it lasts for these two years here and make it really memorable for all of us... It would be nice to have happy memories for these two years haha. bleahx i'm rambling abt my class again o.o next!

Think abt training tmr reallie gives me the blues.... sigh its back to training again, 4 times a week. Only free days = Monday and sunday. Next week hope can go pool with class pplz! Anyone wanna go tell me!

P.S I'm a purple bunny today.:P

Sunday, January 15, 2006
Weekend Blues zzz -.-

Today= boring.... couldn't bring myself to get out of the house today coz the sore throat just wore out and i felt dead all day long. Its so boring at home without being able to go out with frenz and stuff but i guess that's why i've been thinking a lot all day... which makes me sort of worried....tired... and well rather irritable for most of the day.

Orientation is over, which means lectures, tutorials and wat nots are all starting tmr. -.- Hope its not too boring... but at least i'm studying humans!!!! :D its something i like at least. Having post-orientation blues, class outings will probably be difficult now and the fun stuff would be hard to come by sigh... But hope our class will still be as perky and fun!

In a month, some things are gonna change coz of the o's results and when i think pessimistically, its pretty saddening. Someone told me not to get too attached to our current class coz everything might change in feb but i guess I just can't help it coz its been this fun and yeah it might sound corny but i'm sentimental or however you wanna put it :P

Oh yeah and about the song that every class is s'posed to recompose for CNY, 5566's 好久不见, let me tell you that it really.... sux.
The Lame reasons are as follows:
1) The tune sounds damn lame
2) The melody drives you spastic in minutes
3) The Lyrics are corny
4) I can't come up with the words before my mind starts telling me that the song is killing my brain cells in a record time
5) the people singing it sound damn gay! ( like some pple we know :P)

All in all, the lyrics are coming in slowly and badly but i think it should be able to be done. but still Anyone with bright ideas pls contact me ASAP lol!

Anyway, i hope tmr will be fun! hope we have time for after school activities haha! :P 06A13 is the funnest class eva!

P.S If Nic reads this, I'm a bad lil spooted bunny today :P

Saturday, January 14, 2006
ReViVaL

Falck's blog has been revived after about a year of inactivity :P! haha its been that long and life is a lot different...

I am a lot different too.... Been trying to get what's important to me and what's not sorted out.
It's a new year! A new school! New classmates! But still there are so many things to sort out in my mind before I can truly understand what i can and cannot do.

I'm counting all my lucky stars this year because i have such a great class! 06A13 rox! We put up a reallie, reallie fun item for campfire:P (tho we didn't make it but it still was fun!), Our banner was reallie cool. (all due credits goes to our AEP pple and other classmates for helping out in the painting^^) We had Calvin as class councillor! He really was fun to our class and gelled us together. Haha, i think this is the third time i've been in the same group/class or wadeva as him already, really coincidential lolz...

Last night's Campfire was the biggest party ever! Everyone was so high! I remember our class chanting A13 wherever we went, running around the central plaza while pple were singing :D it was darn fun. Cheering added to the spirit and mass dance was chaotic but so kewl, looking at everyone just dance (anyhow most of the time :P!)while losing your own dancesteps in the end. It was an unforgettable nite... After that, the senoirs brought us to Serene Centre where we were supposed to get a place in mac's but of course the place was full. So we sat inside the main lobby for a while before they decided to go to the Botanics to sit for a while. Once we sat down, the senoior guys started telling ghost stories, which freaked everyone out... lol. We only sat there for like 10-15 minutes when everyone decided that it was errr... better to go home. On the way to the entrance, everyone was rather jumpy coz when a gust of cold wind blew past, the girls screamed and everyone got a big shock! :P After which we made a hasty exit :P ( Quoting Chin Yuan. " Wa kao damn scary leh, can you imagine the ghost running liddat?!" To those who know what i mean :P)

This year has had a good beginning. On the 14th of Feb (or around there) the results for O's are coming out and i reallie pray for EVERYONE in 06A13 to stay at HC and in our class! We've bonded so well and i don't want anybody to leave again :( Good Luck!!!!! A13 4eva :D

Wishes for this year:
1. Do well for promos!
2. Judo Champions!!!
3. ARES will win the champions shield!!!
4. 06A13 stay together:D!
5. My family to be safe!
6. May nothing screw up badly:D:D:D ( i know its fei4 hua4 but still must say :D!)

Haha! its a long starting post but here's the start of a new experience!

Falcks on 6:14 AM
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