Saturday, January 06, 2007

The sermon yesterday was great. Currently haven't submitted the sermon notes onto CE2 blog (sorry!:X) Got tons of homework to finish today. In this race with God, I'm not gonna look back. I'm gonna cherish this time left, with frenz, in school, for God and i guess its gonna be a bumpy but exciting ride.

A new sheep, I wanted to pick up a new sheep, lighten the burden for my shep, help this NB along, grow in God and experience so much more. Although after i accepted, i know that in my heart the usual worries came in. But i want to shut them all out and ask you God, come into my life and help me here. I won't be able to do it alone with this schedule, but You will pave my path and You will walk before me :)

The thing that assures me now in the midst of all the hectic A level worries, the busy schedule of piano, family, school... I think it still is His love. Coz He never lets us go, and i never doubt it because I know He holds on to us as much as we cling on to Him if not more. The trembling hands he held steady, the weary feet He gave strength, the broken body He healed, the tears He wiped away, the worries He relieved, in every instance, He showed me, it doesn't matter who you are, what you've done, you are my child, because of that I'll walk with you and never let you go.

Prayer of Jabez. Lord, widen my territory, grow this heart further for you because i'm still but a seed learning. Past victories bring pride, which harden my soil. I don't need the hardening, I want to keep it soft. Past failures bring dejection, I don't wanna be affected by whatever else which brings me down, I just wanna focus.

Spirit of Excellence, every area, my sheep to grow strong, my results to show, my relationships to last. To shine like a City On a Hill, to show His light and love. For this is how it meant to be. Made In His Image.