Sunday, August 12, 2007

I've got too much to say (:

The hols have been erm... busy i guess with so many things on :)

Friday: Was Unit outing day!

Sentosa was the venue for our outing as a unit and we were just there to let go of all the homework and worries and what not. At first i was a bit skeptical i'd have to admit, looking forward to the lovely company but sentosa always was moderately boring for me all the times i've been there. But i was surprised! It makes a difference with God's people :) Thank God for the gamemasters for putting in so much effort! You've really outdone yourselves :) We had tons of fun but I ended up ultra tired :) It felt good to feel like that again.

It wasn't just a day of non-stop fun for me. Just having time alone to think and sing with my not so wonderful voice :P but i loved just sitting there, waist deep facing the ocean. Looking at it i could smell the wonderful salty breeze, look out at the endless ocean, a beautiful and wonderous creation, a picture which spoke a million lives which rely on it (or much more). The beauty of everything just seemed accentuated sitting there quietly. Looking at everyone play and have fun, it was comforting especially coz i wasn't alone watching them. I had a very nice conversation with God, and i realised as i absently piled sand around my foot that we are molded similarly. But we choose the hand who molds us or even decide whether we want to be molded or not. If i walked this alone, i would be just scattered but why not let go and be molded into the greatest picture of all.

Love is a promise of pain. Would you pay the price?

Grad night was plain but the company of my teammates were great. Just ending the 6 years properly. Though i realised that i've no idea how to react on stage -.- but its alright :D

I want to continue walking as not only a s****** but a l*****.

Look forward to the joy which illuminates the cloud with that silver lining.