Wednesday, May 23, 2007

I don't know how to describe my days nowadays. They just seem to be a blink of an eye.

The happy times, like laughing with junhong while doing our SKW work and being irritated endlessly by random people who can't decide whether they want to come in or go out, the times when i laughed with the class at all sorts of random things.

The times which was not so nice. The constant rush... the slow deterioration of some things and the physical weariness which trails me. Especially that very morning where thoughts assaulted my mind, some thoughts horrifying, others disturbing and pressing. But i think i couldn't have held it off without You.

I want to go to somewhere quiet and cry out... just shout it all out. Cramped up inside. I really feel like it.

I don't really know how to describe how i feel.

I don't know who is there.

I don't know what i can do.

But i know i can put my hope and turn to You.

Cling on desperately, like its a lifeline and pray that it will happen.

Love is not always seen, not always felt, until you realise someone is pouring it in for you.