Friday, May 04, 2007

Humility. Just simply being humbled in your prescence.

Pride comes before a fall. Humility comes only from the wise.

I am so flawed, so very flawed, but all i want to do is to be humbled and lay it before all else, in His sight. So many mistakes again and again, yet he sees, forgives and heals.

This week has been hectic, finishing tutorials have felt pretty good i must say. Needless to say, the amazing4 geog essays in one night, econs tutorial and math tutorial completion is a huge blessing and allows me to really feel contented that i need not rush for tutorials and a peace of heart that i need not panic.

I just want to do well. I want to change myself. Constantly to improve and grow.

We are like cups. Whenever we get prideful, we change our cups to small ones. But when we humble ourselves down, to learn from everyone or simply to first listen then speak or being humbled by God, we change our cups for bigger ones so that more water can flow in and fill them. Slowly and surely, never giving up.

Because you never did on me.

Considering singing auditions. Feels a bit bu zi liang li, not that i can sing or anything. But I just want to do it because i love it and I love doing it especially for one. But when i come to think of the other factors, there is much to consider. Schoolwork, ministry, cca, can i handle this if i give it a shot? Worrying isn't gonna make any sense, but trusting will go a long long way more.

Lead me where you want me.
Take the wheel.

I trust in you and you alone :)