Sunday, May 27, 2007
Choir concert was great today :)They were really quite amazing, with the voices echoing in the beautifully structured Esplanade. Mate Saule was stuck in my head for a while :) Jaacobin was pretty unique especially with all the voice control, kudos to vonne :D
But i think the song that hit me most was the last song, which was called something like " Touching Heaven, Changing Earth" or something. I can't rmbr the exact name but it was something to do with Heaven and Earth. :P But the grandeur was there and it just made me thing of nature which God made. Everything, tree, plants, the greatest waterfalls, the tallest mountains, the darkest oceans, the deepest cave, to the smallest organism, plankton, bacteria. Every was perfectly made. It was JUST nice. Like scientists have said, with only a millionth of billionth percent of error, nothing could live. But it was just put there just enough to survive and grow and live. The song was so grand and it struck a chord in my heart. How much have i turned to You this week? Have i come with the correct heart? Have i learnt what it is to be changed? Have i heard and forgot? A lot of questions for me to answer.
But i think another feeling that came up would be that all good things would have to come to an end. At the end of it all, i think amidst the relief, the choir people would feel a sense of relunctance or longing as well maybe. Haha, all the memories. To me, its just a few more months with my class, my caregroup, people familiar to me. Just a few more months. One more camp. Two more training camps. One more competition. Not too much more. But its so short. I'm just afraid all the things that i have to do, the pressures and other random things, will make these days go by uncherished. I know i would regret that.
Thinking about competition. I do feel worried honestly. Because of many things. There's no can do.
All good things must come to an end.
But i look forward.
Excited for tmr nite! :D HAHA!
OH well :D
I love You and I saw what you wanted me to see tonight :)