Monday, March 26, 2007

Comp today was not as good as expected but i guess we all just have to put in a bit more, work a bit harder, go a bit further. Not to let go till the end.

Thank you for that simple blessing which came in the form of XT :) hahaha Never would have thought she'd be on that bus at that time! But it was God :) Thank you for making me feel so loved once again :D

The wrong words that hurt, the wrong intentions that harm, the wrong way to view things. Biasness, contradiction and not doing enough to stop it. See it and correct it. Only with You are all things possible. Only to rely on your unfailing love :)

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Service was extremely refreshing and it made me remember what I set out to be, what God has in store for me and where exactly have i gone wrong.

Its scary that you just slide slowly and you don't even notice but when you do, you grip tightly to what you have and you can only desperately pull yourself up. What makes it less taxing is that, there's always a helping hand higher up :)

We didn't deserve it, not a single drop, not a single bit of love, but you showered it down on us.
Drenched us in it totally, and gave us more than we can ever imagine. Yet You never once hesitated to think, whether every drop was worth it, You just gave. Isn't that how we should give too? Isn't that how we should share? Because it was for every single one of us.

Poor and needy inside.

Till I see you face to face, when grace amazing takes me home, I will trust in You.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

A neglected blog.

After a week straight of blocks, I've finally come down to lit. I'm feeling perfectly unprepared yet not feeling doom for some reason. Its like an understanding of the text but you know you haven't worked enough.

Anyway sheep's oreo cheesecake worked out GREAT! :D HAHA! Thanks to Junhua's recipe!!! :D And all the help from YY and LP, I'm sure it'll turn out great tmr!!

Mega exhausted for some reason, nowadays i feel tired for no particular reason. But whenever i'm in school, nothing can make me frown, because with classmates like that, i can't stop smiling.

Even with the heavy burden of blocks, the daily jokes and random laughter really made my day.

Also wanna thank CE2!!! My family who have been really encouraging and being my inspiration to keep going. Salt and light for God :) Especially sotong, sam, ys and leon for being great mugging partners, for so many days.

haha everyone jiayou tmr!!

Though the mountains be shaken
and the hills be removed,
yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken
nor my covenant of peace be removed,"
says the LORD, who has compassion on you.

- Psalm 54:10

Thursday, March 15, 2007

5 hours of maths today and i'm totally tired. Thoughts are scrambled and braindead.

Been eating a lot these days, hope i dun gain more weight sighhh x.x

Blox around the corner just praying i can finish studying.

Its weird how sometimes our appreciation falls short for those who love us but we never notice.

The world changes so quickly in the blink of an eye.

OAC pple coming back tmr :) hahaa welcome back guys when you see this :)

Saturday, March 10, 2007

“If you have faith in me, I will strengthen you.
If you listen to me, I will bless you with knowledge.
If you trust in me, you shall have peace.
If you know me, you shall know joy.
If you believe me, I will bless you with courage.
If you step out in boldness for me, I will be with you.
If you hold me above all else, I will give you more than everything in this world
If you serve me, I will anoint you.
If you hold me in your arms, I will never let you go.
If you love me, I will love you.

Step out and be a new creation, for the old has gone and the new has come.
I will wipe your slate clean and use you for my purposes.
I will be with You, as you cling on to me.
I love you.”
---- Touched by a special someone :) Thank you for loving me and I am sure that my life is Yours :)------

“ The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want,
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
He leads me beside quiet waters and restores my soul.
He guides me in the paths of His righteousness for His name’s sake,
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I shall not fear,
For you are with me,
Your rod and your staff,
They comfort me.
You prepare a table before me, in the presence of my enemies,
You anoint my head with oil and my cup overflows,
Surely goodness and love will be with me all the days of my life,
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
Forever.”
Psalm 23

My soul finds rest in God alone,
My salvation comes from Him,
He alone is my rock and my salvation;
He is my fortress; I will never be shaken.
Psalm 62: 1-2

Find rest, O my soul, in God alone,
My hope comes from him.
He alone is my rock and my salvation;
He is my fortress; I will never be shaken.
Psalm 62:5-6

This is the last post before a new beginning. As I was uncertain, God gave me confirmation in my prayer. I shall never walk alone.
My heart lies in a foundation which is stronger than anything else,
One that is never shaken and ever present.
All that has been done, has been done,
A new slate He puts before me when I ask,
And He will write on it again.
There is nothing more than I can ask for.
Just an hour to water baptism.
I was worried, nervous.
Now I am still a little jittery but I am certain.
His words gave me strength.

I am ready.
Definitely.

New challenges await :D

Fear unfounded. To Your wings can i run.

Water bap's tmr/ today rather, with Liping and fellow shep, and i finally settled down on Cale. God has been speaking to me the past few days... refreshing me greatly at prayer meet and reminding me at service.

The worries i had a few hours ago, the insecurities in the largesse of the decision made have faded almost completely praise God. Thanks fungg. Not because of our deeds, but our hearts, Did i let myself down? Not sure. But if I did, i guess i'd be feeling much worse. But all i can do is find joy in You and walk on :)) because one thing will never change. I'm telling the world that i am a child of God, no less :D. And it is a decision i made. The changing of a sign post. This decision is not about what others think, not about what my parents want me to do, not about family objections but a simple decision to follow God, who has loved me, whom i entrust myself into His care :). I never regretted it and never will :)

A shepherd looks after his sheep. If they go missing, he searches for them. He tries his best to coax them back for its what he does. He does his best and lets God do the rest :) I don't know what to do or where to go. But i can only say its up to you, please come back soon....

Encourage, praise, forgive, repent, smile, look forward.
Yes.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Things have been hectic recently, in a frenzy of going out, mugging, buying stuff and all the random things.

This coming sunday is gonna be a big one for me. It was a big decision to make but I'm sure i'm ready for it and I'm commiting this life to You and there's nothing greater than that :D Just 4 names left on the bap names list. Barnabas, Ezekiel, Cale and Ethan. Searched till 2 last night and feeling a bit groggy now.

Thank God for being with me the past week and blessing me greatly :D I was so desperate to be refreshed on saturday and i prayed that I would not miss service and sermon where God promised a word that i will find much to learn :) And as i rushed down from Buona Vista, guess what, I was just on time for sermon! :D There's nothing i could do without You :)

Gonna be a busy day today! Piano lessons in 45 mins, training and JTS. Quite tired out but shall post tonight.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Quite different from the last time i took the test.

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

more random blogthings.... yep...

Friday, March 02, 2007

A crazy day of crazy A lvl results.

50% got 4 A's our seniors are totally nuts. :P

Haha training ended early.

Frustrated that i might miss a bit of service tmr! Coz of the stupid printing error from SJF... grading tmr at 1.

Tmr's gonna be a busy day.

Thanks Hy for making my day:P Sorry to make u miss buses and take the long way HAHAHA didn't mean to make you feel bad :P but thanks a lot sis missed talking to ya :D

Well post more tmr. Totally exhausted.