Sunday, August 06, 2006
Sunday, August 6th

The spots only stay if you want them to....

Eelee gave a really meaningful service yesterday! And it really touched my heart... because how true it is that humans are affected by other people's views on them.... Yet we always forget that Our creator always loves us yet we forget about his view about us and keep feel sad for ourselves. God is always there, watching over us... no matter whether you feel Him or not, He is there!! I love you Lord! :)

We live by faith and not by sight of YOU!

If you have faith, why do you need to feel Him before you believe?

Went to my first Festival of praise on Friday and it was BREATHTAKING! Totally amazing looking at thousands of people in Singapore sing in His NAME!!! Its so cool!! The sermon message was so strong. Its time for the younger generation to step up! Are we ready?? We've got to be because it is our generation and we have to do something about it!

WELCOME JIEXUN! My new go-home partner! :D:D Y-hope and Child of GOD!! :D

I worry so much for you... my dear friend... i brought you here yet i'm not sure whether you really believe... How do you feel? Can i ask? Or am i being too oppressive to do even that? I just want the best for you!! Cause i know the Lord has been good for me! I can't force you into things nor do i want to give you any pressure for this is a decision you must make alone. Why do you need things to be difficult so that you can accept them? I wish i had help... I can't do this alone... Oh Lord please touch the hardest heart and soften it to your seed so that we may sow it well to be a plant on fertile land!

Today went to watch the choir perform in Jurong, woke up bright and early to go with Jiexun, then reached there and met Leon. They really put up a good performance tho the crowd was a bit sian.... x.x but at least it was cool :P aha! Xiang was a bit late for the perf but we had tons of fun playing cards at the Kopitiam! Blackjack snap!!! Ahahhaa! Laughed so hard that i think i going to have abs ler!@ But seriously i love these caregroup mates of mine, because they make me laugh, they stand by me, but most importantly because they are MY FAMILY in Christ! We're one big family which is why we can do all these dumb but fun things together. I'm reallie sorry if i've hurt them with my actions or words... or I've done wrong things... but I reallie think you guys are the best family anyone could have! HCCG!

After that, went to study with Leon, Huiying, Claire, David Hoe, Steph and Wei Song! It was quite fun la! Only started studying with them recently but it's reallie great knowing them. They're super high and funny but serious in their work as well. I reallie hope to know those outside HCCG better in time to come. Their quite cool ;) :D and fun to be with. You guys rock!

At 10 o clock, it was only Leon, huiying and me left at Mac's. They were desperately trying to finish their chem tutorial while i was partially stoning/studying econs/ thinking about stuff for holy comm(dunno why more ideas)/church stuff. But after a while i realised that it was reallie interesting watching Leon try to teach Huiying ahah :D It reminded so much of me and CQ last yr. Him desperately saving me from imminent death to sciences coz he was so good at it. He never gave up on me. He just kept on helping me even if it meant he had to sacrifice his own study time the night before or a few days before. He reallie is one of the best frenz i've ever had! I really miss him hah... But its so nice reliving those memories. I remember i was like in Huiying's shoes back then snickering like an idiot with half insane laughter coz i couldn't understand a word of chem! Then he would call me for help for languages mostly but not so often ahhaa. But it was fun testing him ting1 xie3!! Coz we would laugh at each other for making dumb mistakes or reading words in weird accents! I wish i had someone like that now... a study partner, a friend, a person who i could laugh and feel free with. I know its better to study alone for some people... I understand... haha... But i wish there was a person like CQ and Leon to me now... Leon's a very gd teacher btw :) haha... but we take diff subs... too bad haha...

It is another week. A holiday filled one.

Can't wait for CG outing to Sentosa...

I'm still looking for you....