Thursday, July 20, 2006
July 20th...
A,B,C boys came back with trophies...But i feel so disappointed... I feel like i let myself and so many people down... If anything went wrong...
Ashamed...
I couldn't control it...
Everyone was happy yet i couldn't make myself feel that way...
I hear all the cheer and praises for the victory but it only made it worse...
The images come back again and again...
3 times in a row...loss..
Now i've got too much to do with no bearing on where i'm going...
Like a ship with no mast, running off course...
I can only hope for Your wind....