Thursday, July 20, 2006
July 20th...

A,B,C boys came back with trophies...

But i feel so disappointed... I feel like i let myself and so many people down... If anything went wrong...

Ashamed...

I couldn't control it...

Everyone was happy yet i couldn't make myself feel that way...

I hear all the cheer and praises for the victory but it only made it worse...

The images come back again and again...

3 times in a row...loss..

Now i've got too much to do with no bearing on where i'm going...

Like a ship with no mast, running off course...

I can only hope for Your wind....


Falcks on 4:55 AM