Tuesday, July 25, 2006
July 25th, Tuesday

One of the rare tuesdays without training, and i spent it quite well i guess. :)

After the usual lessons (and horrifying lit lessons with horrifying lit grades), Jeriel, hongwei, Guobin, Peiyu, Olivia, Me, Fuji and kenneth decided to go and have those once in a while kind of basketball games and as usual it worked out our abs more than anywhere else x.x We spent half the time laughing uncontrollably as Guobin screamed and chased everyone holding the ball and Kenneth screamed back at him. After that, Peiyu created the greatest joke of all which caused Guobin to once again do something...uhrm! ( LIZARD!) AHAHHA XD!

After that i crashed Leon's shepherding with Yongsheng and Robert, it was time well spent despite all the weird questions and jokes x.x :P I guess i really learnt a lot. Some stuff really left an impression on me...

Its so amazing what God does... He always loves me, how can you always do dat arh God?? Sometimes i find myself irritating oso la.... How do you always listen to my troubles and still not get frustrated? How do you listen to all my fears and troubles and still quietly be my greatest support ever? How can you keep gifting me with all these blessings even when I don't obey you? Lord... You are the greatest Father... Sometimes i feel so bad... but i'm so glad that i came back to You!!!

On my way home... i was thinking about some stuff and i sorta realised that how can we get enough of the unending stream of the Spirit which God pours down on us? We should NEVER say that we have enough of God because what we have is never enough. Its like there's so much from Him that we need that we need to keep going back, and those who think that they've had enough are those which would need it the most because they are self-satisfied. I can't reallie explain it well but its something like that... its just so immense and undescribable... in its own way.

1 John 4:18 brought up by Leon in his teaching today. If we love someone so much what do we fear... even if they hated you, if you keep loving them, how can they hate you? If we keep loving someone, it would someday reach the person and turn things around right? If we keep having faith. To keep loving, to keep moving...

A lot of people and under pressure or feeling moody coz of results and all. I'm somewhere there. But i think sometimes life doesn't add up. I just have to keep walking. Keep walking the road, keep faith in place, keep thinking happy thoughts.

Keep going.

You can do it.