Sunday, March 26, 2006
Sunday, March 26th.

Quote of the day: " Friends listen to what you say, Best friends listen to what you do not..."

This quote was picked out of an e mail MJ sent me and i felt it was particularly meaningful to me... Eugene if you ever read this, i hope you understand what i mean now. I think i can say that i don't hav many best friends right now and the numbers are dwindling, unfortunately. Where you devote your feelings, thinking that you always knew what you wanted to know, taking things for granted are things that hav caused rifts. Those rifts cause where i am now. Sometimes i feel i am the one not listening, but there are times where i feel that you don't want me listening. What i lose, i can only look back but i may not be able to retrieve, it serves no form of reprieve to reminisce as well. What i can do, is look forward and hope...

Was pretty hyper this afternoon, on a mass laming run whenever and wherever i could. But i never knew why i was hyper, sigh... so weird. Studied with Junhong for abt an hour and found out that math is confounding and mathematicians are always faking you. You can read your tutorials and lecture notes alright. Reading makes sense. Practical will kill you. Death to math X.X

Night is a cruel companion. On a Sunday night, he is merciless. He makes you feel the overwhelming sense of the oncoming, ominous and obsecure, impending doom of Mondays. The timetabling committee gave us a timetable which was perfectly time inelastic. No space to breathe. The weekends are equally packed. Only sunday to catch up with homework and sleep.

" When the entire world is against you, the entire world walks out on you, but a best friend walks in."

Who will walk through that door? I really wonder.

Parents tell me i am spoilt.
I'd gladly remind them what they are doing with my brother.

For me, i know where i need to go. I've had my share of bad times, punishments. Although i confess i need help at times, let me walk my own road. My path is the only path i can take. If you determine it for me, will it still be my path? Or will it just be a path of your wish?
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First impressionists. Give others a 2nd chance before you judge. I know i am close to a 1st impressionist. I know i need to change. Do you know who you are? I think its an interesting enough question... for every individual.
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This post seems random because i've plucked it all out of my head after processing various thoughts.

Quoting V: " Only the people of the future can make such a decision which determines their lives."

Or something like that.

It is time for a change. " Can you hear the music?"