Thursday, March 16, 2006
March 16th Thursday.

Although there was no training today, sigh... still wasted one day being busy. In the morning, i woke up at like arnd 5-6 becoz temperature went up again. So i took a couple of pills and went to slp. Only to wake up and feel worse... 7-8 am!! forced to wake up because i could take it anymore. Then when i got home with a pack of soya bean milk ( YAY SOYA BEAN MILK!!!) i popped the pack and split it all over the floor X.X. Super irritated! Then i had to mass clean up for half an hour haiz....

Afternoon had piano, which i felt totally zoned out and listless. I screwed up so many pieces i got pretty tired... plus i was actually moderately irritated... but i dunno why. have been in an irritable mood for some time now sigh...

Mugged alone for abt 2-3 hours doing the econs prep... it took me a long time to digest a lot of stuff... doing it alone was a sort of way to think things out oso... I guess it was also one of the periods of alone time i lacked for a long time. Who do i trust now? At what cost? At which road? At which juncture? I dunno man sigh... i feel confused...

The bright spark of the day. I am guilty of talking to someone now. So actually i dun think i'll feel so bad when i go to sleep tonight while thinking abt what i've done today. Maybe. Coz i actually managed to finished my econs essay prep! (ya right...) Mugger Jon at work. :P:P:P

Anyway... I think i'll stop being pessimistic but i wish the world was simpler. Coz i reallie think i shld rethink my choices... and the places where i choose to put my soul. Deep words for a lame lil blog :P sigh... I can only respect you only as much as you respect me.

Individuals in one week. Please. No more disappointments. Cough go away. Fever oso.

One last thing at 12 mn. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEEKAI!!!!! :D

Haha thus i end my blog dot. dot. dot.