Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Feb 22nd. I'm tired of it all.

Nothing is willing to go right. Try hard as i may.

CCA: Coz of my dumb injury, i haven't been training. With this injury prone-ness plus my lack of skill, My coach is doubting my ability. In fact, so am i. Like i wanted to get a wonked up arm. I KNOW National's indiv is in a month. If i could do something abt it, i would... I know I'm not dat good.... But I've been trying... So whatcha want me to do?

Sometimes i wonder was things really how i wanted them to turn out. Is this what i really want to do? Is this what i find my passion in? Do i have any choice at all? People tell you, you have a choice, but does your conscience or your heart give you one? My conscience never gave me one. Maybe because i was taught that the only way was to listen to it. I don't really know...

Studies: Has anyone been understanding any of the lectures? I don't think i really do. I'm super worried. I dunno how i'm gonna catch up... especially the math lect. He's killing me. I swear he's a master at hypnotism....

Life: Let's just say. It doesn't like me very much recently. Period.

Just feeling irritated. Sigh. I'm sorry.

Anyway, I got our team bag today. It looks really good, multipurpose oso. I like it la but its a bit bulky lor... Sigh...

Looks like my b-day wish isn't gonna come true for a long shot....