Friday, February 24, 2006
24th feb.

Went back for 2 trainings today haiz. Bushed now. I ripped my nail off quite a bit, it bled quite a lot today sigh and my fingers are still weak. They are trembling uncontrollably now for no particular reason. Sigh... training tmr, think oso quite sian.

Saw the OAC pplz today @ their discussion/training kind of thing. It looks super fun la... haha i envy you guys lor X.X I envy Ziyang oso who is an instructor now. I wish training didn't have such a competitive edge to it sometimes... its just taxing as it adds pressure. But still pushing our limits is the only way to go and it teaches a lot :) Judo does it a lot X.X

Class was pretty boring today except for GP where we watched Mean Girls!!! It was quite nice la, i remember watching it when i was younger. I think it really made me ponder a lot about life now... all the backstabbing, is it happening now?? Maybe ya... I sorta see some part of it in myself as well. I feel rather guilty of it too... But i hope that i can change it conciously... hopefully ba. Giving others a chance isn't such a difficult thing to do.

I guess I'm reflective again sigh... happens to me a lot nowadays. I guess i realised some very interesting stuff too... about myself and others. Haiz, Junhua said RJ D'feste was really good... sigh I guess with all the uh uhrm connotations some plays lost a lot of value. But i miss ARES D'feste productions a lot... Haha, life just got a lot more boring for me.

P.S Must practice FUNGMIN JING SHEN :P
( haha really serious. Dead serious.:P OK maybe not dead.)

Managed to stay awake and listen during maths lecture ok? it works :P haha Fungmin and Junhua jiayou for OAC PT! :D