Monday, March 20, 2006
Two days before indivs....

Feeling: Sick. My bout of flu refuses to go away. And i got caught in the biggest massive rainstorm at KAP only to find that it lasted until HC... wth...

Indivs in 2 days. I don't know what to feel but i know i'm quite indifferent today. Haha Olivia's observation on me is very true hmmm :P maybe i used to it le ba. I'm not really present de la hmmm lol yeah...

Tmr no skool in the morning. Think I'll go back school mug la... i still owe Geog stuff so i might as well do it in school.

I had the wettest taxi ride of my entire life lol. The ride back from KAP to HC to TP. It was super mega kill wet and cold. I hope Lee Yang, Peiyu and Yingtse dun get colds X.X

Not feeling in total control of myself today. Not feeling myself either... Quite irritated. Quite tired. Quite fan2 nao3. But nvm. Quiet time was here.
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After 20 mins of thinking and doing sth else, I dun think i shld be fan2 nao3. Esp abt fam. stuff...
If you wanna pick on me, pick on me. I carn win if i fight back so i'll take wadeva crap you give me and see if i'll ignore it or not. Shouting at me doesn't mean you can bend my will. I know you mean well but sometimes you dictating things that i do isn't gonna help. Because Jonathan is Jonathan. Somethings i can never change.

I wonder if Junhong and Jeriel have noticed but I'm starting to notice a lil bit of separation. Sry for being frank on it :P But i know i'm being extremely sensitive. Hope that after a little bit of indiv time and remixing everything will be fine :D

I'm not anyone else. I can only be myself. that's final.