Thursday, May 12, 2005
LOL forgot about blogging again bleahx. Been two months:)

Hi guys, I'm blogging again for the once in a while kinda thing :P Anyway to make the thing short (coz its like 525 am and i dun want my parents to know).

~Experiences~: IN life setbacks are usual, and in this part of my life they seem to come in bunches:P but still moving on is key i feel and if you dun move on you nvr ever will stand up again..... Judo's becoming tough, coz i ain't very good at it and being on the team makes it harder, competition is in June/July and i so reallie want to win back the gold. Results aren't coming in either..... totally whacked up chem and maths, plus i totally went under par for IH so i dun hope for salvation this term..... ITme's passing like water and sooner than ever its gonna be the EOYs and hell am i in trouble. Well Things will work out somehow and i guess I'll totally : PiA: for the rest of the year. No point looking back and mourning on whats already past, the past is not equals to the future so they say...

Haven't talked to lotsa pple for some time now and i think its making life dull... but talking to some makes me feel like there's nothing to say coz the things i say are always the same but what else do you expect? If i bring up a subject and you reply in a few words, i mean what am i s'posed to do? I dun think i can force anyone to talk to me especially coz I'm moderately annoying bleahx as i know :P But hell this is dull..... Life is short.... when we separate not so many years from now, we may never see each other again. Of course if you insist that its not the end of the world, but friendship to me is such a important yet fragile thing to me.Not so long in the future, some of us will go abroad to study, work or even migrate there, what the future holds you never know. Cherishing the time we have together now is the only way we'll ever keep on contact or ever remember each other by. Sigh... anyway its just my thoughts so I'll leave it as it is here.

Life ends swiftly with the blink of an eye, 50 years? 10 years? 1 year? or even tomorrow... who knows when we might be separated, no one knows. Think about it, and i think you'll understand some part of what i feel.

Well, Ja ne minna san.... Sayonara.....