Saturday, December 29, 2007

So it ended, my two years with this wonderful caregroup and bunch of people which gave me so much joy.

Now its time to leave it behind and look at NS.

I'm pretty excited for the upcoming ministry and the things that we can do for it! The new people and new group i guess we face it with anticipation of a new age (:

but i think because of my foolishness, i've left something behind that i may regret in the years to come. Maybe it was my impatience, maybe my immaturity. But i'm looking forward to grow in that in the year to come.

God, please take care of everyone! And please challenge me! Because i know that we need to bring the miracle out of this place to somewhere else. I want to.

Maybe i had to sacrifice it.
Maybe i didn't.
But i wanted to say something and pray something for you.
I didn't dare to.
God, you see.

Moving on wasn't as easy as it seemed after all.
Especially for an idiot like me.

But God your ways are higher than mine, your hands are larger than mine.
It all depends whose hands its in.
Now my life is in yours.

I realised a random fact of the day. The world doesn't owe me anything. But i owe it everything. Coz Jesus gave everything for me to give it to the world.