Thursday, December 13, 2007
X29 camp.To dream big things.
This camp was so different from the rest.
I went in prepared for once, with goals, with hopes and with a heart asking God questions on whether he would help me, whether i was going in the right directions.
I came out satisfied, hungry, energized and knowing what i must do. I haven't felt like this since ENCOUNTER and the feeling is amazing even when the coughing feels endless :)
The camp wasn't like a super super "fun" camp partly due to the rain as well as adapting to the new group but it was rewarding, emotional, and soul-searching.
I really wanna thank my shepherd for his patience with me and for his guidance, without him now i think i'd probably be still lost, still searching for answers and maybe an emo bin. Thanks for offering to help for you know what :P and being so dedicated to all of us despite all the trouble and all your ministry commitments :), God sees your efforts and your heart for us! I'll be keeping you in prayer.
The most memorable moment: Resonance. It wasn't the crazy praise. It wasn't the mad jumping and enthusiasm. It was the moment God showed me all His goodness in my life, in the family He put around me. He has given and given and never asked a thing in return. In a moment, memories can pour out and consume your mind, and i remember every moment that all of you touched my life. Even tears cannot fully express, the love You have poured into my life. This is why i was able to live. This was why i was able to hunger and dream. This is why i can live as i am now.
As for every single soul in HCCG, now that we're moving on, i'll miss every one of you, but we're all in this kingdom business, i'll see you guys around :)
My sheep are the most supportive sheep ever :)
So now, we have a task in our hands. We have dreams to fulfill and lives to touch. What do we choose?
Simply to say that You are the way, the truth and the life,