Monday, August 27, 2007

Just to reminisce my two years, I've decided to post my photos randomly.... haha it feels so... sad somehow...Clouded skies...
Jeriel :) Go home buddy with the timeless look
I'll always remember this goal, i refuse to call it a dream. :)
Dramafeste '07 - a beauty
CA3--- need i say more, the people i cherish with my life :)
Mortal! haha i can never forget mortal and all the letters ( i still have them) although we don't write or talk now but i still miss the quirkiness in her letters, always made me smile.
Thousand hand guanyin :) STJ was a vivid and beautiful memory

My teammates--- Thank you for everything, really love you guys, will miss you all lots... we've came, seen, lost, won, and gone. but those memories will never go.

The Fountains of Peterhof. Russia, perhaps once nad never again...
Our motley bunch of people, including Junhua and fungg from our class :D. It was great fun with all of them exploring a country which exceeded our imagination.
Haha Go-home partner and crazy creative boy :P
Me and sotong :), the first person whom i stuck a nick on to. :) Miss the playground times, the bus 74 times and all the random study times. Hope you'll do well for A's and grow well in God dear sister! :)
Eunice! haha another crazy sister- in- Christ! You can do it for A's! Grow well! Stay strong and i'll be praying for you! :d
Boonie!!! One of my sources of laughter! I'll miss the random meowing sessions and crazy spastic blabbering sessions. No other person can make me more spastic than her :P haha invaluable, miss ya lots :)
Da Kompany :) Hey brothers, dun lose contact in army ok! I still miss our vivo outings and all the things we've been through. Dramafeste, crazy madness shopping sessions, talking sessions. Thanks for all the memories.... miss you guys to bits.
The last prayer meet, the last day of official lessons. Thank you for creating such a beautiful tapestry for me to capture. The courts that i will miss on fridays.
Nightmare Chorale! So long ago! The crazy cabbing home. stay until damn late, get scolding sessions. All to go to champions of dramafeste '06 and SYF silver. Invaluable.
Haha my kid bro and mom! my kid bro being his lame self hiding behind his favourite pillow! haha quite a cute photo :P
Just sitting in the playground thinking to myself, how beautiful... how wonderful... is that cotton candy?
FIRST FRONTIER Dancers... first time i was involved in performance, sang and did crazy dumb things in front of hundreds of youths and we pulled through. :) God thank you.
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Thanks to everyone who wished me luck and the two people whom i smsed to alleviate my horrendous fears and worries, thank you so much for bearing with me and listening :)

Its all over! I dun think i'll pass but heck, guitar i want to pursue you... after A's!

Recently, I've been hung up to dry with a lack of motivation to study what soever despite prelims looming like the potential water crisis. I don't know why i'm so lost despite the fact that i try to find my way constantly, just swept up in a vortex of thoughts and ponderings and things intangible. A bad time for that i assure you.

Without the class, life has been rather quiet though their smses made my day immensely livable =) Its weird when you've finally attained some quiet and rest, you find that you crave what you once had. But mug mug mug.

I spent an immensely fun sunday of studying, oxymoronically with sponges and patrice :) Harbourfront centre is not a bad place =) We found another quiet spot in vivo which i would call the ultimate make-out spot, but it was good and quiet which made that the new mugging venue of the day :D. We blasted music from handphones ( it wasn't that loud), when lethargy from the afternoon sun set in. I was just stoning and reading lit most of the day because of the inertia FROM maths :D Rue morgue is interesting, and MS in a bottle is so PIRATES :D but all on all i enjoyed the company of my fellow study partners who were patient with my constant sighs when doing math, and random comments :) Don't eat your pineapple spongebob :)

Have i been living the way i want to live? I keep falling into the same traps which is such a huge danger that i have identified but struggles they are always the same. Its the time of the year where the greatest of my fears are relived. I've been thinking and talking to You about it but i'm not sure if i'm still doing it right. But as i walk gradually and know some changes that i desperately must make, I think i can have a bit of certainty in what i cannot see :)

After all, i keep hearing this song in my head.
" Just to be by your side
There is hope in my life
There is no greater freedom I’ve found

Take my life
And all that I have to give
Take my world
Just inhabit all of it
Take my dreams
Make me assuredly Yours"

Just take it all and dun let me wander aimlessly. I just need to live this life with this core.

I just wanna live to love you.