Wednesday, August 23, 2006
August 23rd, Wednesday
New responsibilities.I wish you would stop mentioning it like it 's something trivial.
Although, i understand that its hard since you dun really understand or know yet but i reallie, can't help but feel a lil irritated and annoyed everytime you do that.
I've been living for people more than for You. I just realised how serious its become and its time i changed. I made a promise that night and i intend to keep it. It still felt like only a moment ago, when i made it and i will never forget it.
If this is Your will, i will serve willingly with all my heart.
All my considerations and worries brought down upon others, i'm so sorry.
But i can't help feeling this tight constriction in my heart about this thing.
I can only pray and know that He provides.
But sometimes i wonder... can someone just share about how they feel?
I just wanna run away into Your arms and hide in your prescence for a while... Coz i love You so...