Sunday, June 18, 2006
June 18th. home Alone.

When you've always wanted freedom... when you have it things get sort of lonely.

Haven't spoken to anyone face to face all day... then probably dat made me feel a bit cranky.

Or maybe not. Brains a little woozy today after chatting till 3 ytd. Slept at 4 and woke up at 10 sigh.... >.<

I reallie had a huge urge to go to church today... i just needed God more.... but i couldn't and didn't... My circuits are fried and totally hung out dry...

Got hit hard by spyware today and tried to fix it... to no avail.

I NEED to get out of the house.

On a happier note, mugging seems to have made progress! Managed to finish most of econs... only left the last few tricky parts and i can move on to maths and Geog. Can just forget abt lit... read the text later...

Love is Patient, Love is Kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes and always perseveres.
1 Corinthians verse 13:4-7.

This verse reached out to me today. Thanks to Carl's little book. And it gave me relief of my Thirst...

Love is such a controversy. "Love is blind", " Love is bittersweet", " Love is like chocolates"... But this verse truly spoke of Love in its essence. The strength of it and the power... some people think Love is a weakness, a chink in the armour for people in so many stories and such, especially in stories of deceit and lies. But Love is a blessing. It is peaceful. It doesn't hate it isn't self-centered and cares for others. Loving others more than oneself at times... But the power and strength of One who loves is great and is gifted by God.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes and always perseveres...

I think i wanna get a little book as well!!! And i need a new pencilbox!!

Hope i can get one after piano tmr! :D

Post later :)