Monday, January 30, 2006
just ANOTHER CNY....

CNY was and is still boring. Other than the hongbaos coming in, i realised that this yr it was especially boring with the lack of things to do....

I spent my time walking into my past. Back into my books. Back into my thoughts. Back to where the hurtful and happy memories reside. Today was a day of reflection and also a day of pondering the what ifs, the hows, the whys, and the what would bes...

It may sound angsty but it was rather sad and depressing at some points, but thinking of the times which went wrong. The times in sec 2 when i was totally addicted to the comp ( yes, very addicted) and my results were plummeting like there was no tommorow. The times when i was despised and looked down upon. The times of rejection. Times of tears, its been a long 17 years :)

In contrast, there were the smiles and laughs with 6C in 2001:D haha i'll never forget you guys. 29 girls and 15 guys the indomitable ratio. The times when Dacks, LK, NXY and all the rest were still the class which has kept contact and gatherings for the longest possible time all the way until now! You guys are the best friends i could ever hope to have :) Miss ya.

Times in secondary school were pretty unremarkable but frenz like CQ, QK, Austin and eugene who were with me since pri school made times livable and let me survive those turbulent 4 years. Thank you. And all my judo batchmates who many a time made life livable thru tough trainings and given me incredibly useful advice :P and made times funny :D:D Thanks you guys!!!

And my current class 06A13 which has made our short 1 month together, one of the funnest times in my life!06A13 is a damn caring and united class and pwnz all other classes! Thank you so much... for giving me these memories:D i don't think i could bear to forget them or let these memories go! :D Haha, you people have made my days again and again and it just makes JC life an incredible experience. A13 roxors!!!

Some other frenz i wanna thank who have helped me thru all these years.
1) Charm!!!
My diaper buddy :P. i dunno when we officially met tho... i carn remember but i think it was on some school bus:P i know we didn't talk much in primary school until she found out that Mrs Yeo was my piano teacher too!!!! Somehow we started talking again in Sec 1 and she's always been there when i needed the support, when i was down and out, she'd be there to hear me out and distract me from them with her talk abt uh uhrm certain pple, of the opposite sex :D ( Charmie! gotcha:P) Somehow, I'd end up listening quite a bit too but she manages to make me forget my troubles and feel lots better! So Thank YOU SO MUCH!!!! All these years that i've been a bother, thanks for being there!!!! haha, frenz forever k?

2) ~Dacks~
Not the best confidant :P but one of the best frenz anyone could make. He has ALWAYS been a good fren, (listening to my feelings until 4 am before camp. yes i remember:P) playing starcraft into the wee hours in the morning. Getting woken up by calls from Ah jon :D:D:D watching countless movies with me and Longkuan :D going shopping for new year clothing. Doing all sorts of weird stuff at toy stores, this guy's been with me a lot. Hey brother, thanks for all these years and memories. You have always been and always will be my closest brudder ya? :D haha pizza hut delievery! :D

Then we have....
3) Shijie!!! a.k.a Yao xy
Haha, shijie your on da list!!! :D She's been Shijie for sometime:P I still remember she used to whack me so hard in primary school until i was damn red!! :D We met during prefect's duty where she (as usual) whacked me :P but now, she doesn't hit pple so often :P actually not at all so she's very very very very nice! haha:) She's been my talking buddy for some times when i was down and out and also a nice person to play Solitaire showdown with!!! :D She's one of those frenz who actually rmbrs my b day ( while sometimes i dun rmbr hers which makes me embarassed :S) . She's been sort of like a sis for some time, talking to me when i felt down, some times screaming at me for being reallie childish and angsty:P, waking me up to the very many facts of life and making me survive thru all that's required of me. All the times we've played games and talked, she makes a very very loyal and good fren:) Thanks for all the time that you've spent and memories we've spent haha. You reallie rock :D

There's a lot more pple i wanna thank but i think i'll stop here for the moment. Coz these pple are really special and sooooooo, i just wanna thank them for seeing me thru these yrs. I'm babbling so here i end it. Ciao!!! :D