Saturday, January 21, 2006
Bone's Aftermath

5 hours of sleep on a saturday is not very funny at all. Considering you wake up 3 times at night feeling nothing but pain. You slide off the bed to find somewhere better to sleep cause you can't sit up or get off the bed properly. It tiring... the pain's alright to me but this arm of mine is reallie wearing me down...

Pretty boring day... went for training in the morning ( give moral support for my teammies!) then lunch (the spoon was manageable). After which i spent lots of time reading and playing on the comp... Doesn't sound much of a life huh?

Actually, i felt rather lonely today... Just needed someone to talk to, but couldn't find many people anyway. So that's just it. School's doing CNY decor today and it looks quite alright o.o

Been doing MORE thinking sigh, am i reallie so dislikable? I know i am not very modest, (arrogant if you want to put it that way), I'm proud and annoying at times. I'm hyper a lot of the time and i carn come up with good jokes o.o

But still think that i should be me... still sort of finding my own identity. At some point of my life i didn't want to be a lot like my dad and its still dat way now. But blood brings genes... I'm trying to change things that maybe i can't change. But still, I'll find myself someway i hope... If anyone could give me a few more tips to find my own "self" please do help coz I'm sick of feeling sort of lost....

Sigh... Anyways, tomorrow will hopefully be a better day. Look on the bright side of life they say so i will! Sparky will be back tmr :D