Thursday, June 12, 2008

When did i stop saying " i want to win my camp!"?

When did my mind stop believing in it?

When did my faith waver?

Its scary. But i'm so glad to be reminded by it. By the calling of the Spirit, by the familiar challenges of Ps shirls and the horror and yet conviction at the importance of our Commission.

What if the Great Commission is going to come to pass in our lifetime? What if Jesus is coming back tommorow?

We have an abnormally short time to run this race. And there are so many souls out there yet to hear this gospel. This gospel which preaches a love unrivalled in this world. Black eyed peas sang a song questioning the presence of love in this world. Various pop stars shared their own selfish renditions of love. Sometimes corrupt.

I made a big mistake by losing my focus. In the first place, did i make a focus for myself to lose?
Its time to stop being reminded of my mission. That's my humongous flaw.

" When we mature, we ask God " how do you want us to serve?". But tonight God wants to ask you, "what would you have me do for you?""

I want to claim Your promise God. To be closer to You, to change lives, to impact people.
How i want to just be able to touch their hearts without any biased opinions or fearful thoughts, but just to reach out with the Heart of Jesus.

Can i say it and do it?
I was really encouraged by Shem and Wee Keong of their sharing and convictions and promises made. I really look forward to serving more and more beside them (: we want to make the miracles God says will come to pass. To live as a victorious generation and set standards that future generations will be strained to better.

For all my generation mates, i hope we'll live out a glorious generation for the glory of Christ, in response to the great Mercy that He has given us. This discontentment is slowly taking over my heart.

Here in your presence, we are undone,
Here in your presence, Heaven and Earth become one.

Wonderful, beautiful,
glorious, Matchless in every way.

That's how You are.