Thursday, May 08, 2008

Its true.

serving is not = doing.

maybe today is a time to stop staggering in a dry and weary land.

time to stop feeling endlessly tired.

time to stop groaning and whining.

maybe God put all these in my life to remind me that
with my own strength, i'm no less than nothing.

time to pick myself up and trust in the rain.

Like a certain blog i've read today.
maybe God created the bad so that we can rejoice in the good.
similarly, i have my own maybe.
maybe God puts me through all this, to make me stronger.

everyday i live with no extra thought and with supposedly no extra time to think.
all of it is made up of
the rustling of papers
the ringing of the telephone
the click of the keyboard
the rush of orders

but what i really need to live with is fresh bread everyday.
not stale bread left on the tray
fresh bread coming from a little blue book
the little blue book lives, speaks, nourishes and breathes life into many things
thats why maybe jonathan ought to wake himself up again
so that God can call on Cale again.
Let the rush of life fade away,
but let the calling of God call you day by day.

i'm going to start with the basics again. and strengthen it.