Friday, March 28, 2008

Just another hour or so to the SMU Sch of social sciences interview. Kinda nervous but sort of excited (: I guess all the interview skills i've picked up in Chinese high to hwachong would come into play now.(: Its kinda exciting for finally put into practice some skills which you've learnt time and time again but never put into use.

Finally the week ends and its an end of sitting in the training shed at the school of Ammo. Where lessons are somehow painfully self studied and the long hours under that training shed, slowly but surely draining away my mental stamina. Somehow stoning and thinking takes a lot out of you and after a day, your mind is suffering some sort of excruciating mental fatigue. Odd that when doing nothing, i can feel this way. Staying in takes away your freedom, but staying out takes away your time and energy. Oh well, all things have its pros and cons (:

I pray real hard that i'll be able to get a good posting after 3 weeks, so that i can finally finalize the courses that i can take. There's nothing more enjoyable than picking up new skills i realize. Rotting for too long makes you insanely stagnant, where you aren't improving or learning anything. Man is such a strange creature. Whatever you don't have you would want it... only until you have it. When i had sch, studying was a pain. But now, learning and studying seems more interesting than wasting my life away. Every skill i pick up opens a new door, to new people, to doors where i can reach out to more lives. Classes or work places or languages which reach out to fallen people, can be used by my beloved Maker (:

Its finally saturday and it feels really odd not to have service today coz its tmr. But i'm still excited for caregroup today! coz i get to see all my brothers (:

The flux of activity and changes right now unsettles me but i know that wherever i go, i'm safe in the arms of Jesus (:

My life is Yours, make me accountable for it-- Just like Hosea who made his life solely Yours.