Thursday, February 07, 2008

Finally back from Pulau tekong, must say that first bookout really feels good.

I guess life on the island is really different. Someone once said that when you first book out you look at the world differently and it perfectly true at least for me. You'd realise how much freedom that we're actually given and how important friends and family are to you. You really appreciate how much that they've given you as well. Its a very chastening experience and you realise that the world ain't so simple.

I really wanna thank God for blessing me with Simon to be in my company because through these two weeks although its through that Pes C life is not so hiong as Pes A and B but i guess we do face challenges, these challenges may also be slightly different than usual. But having a brother to keep you accountable and being a prescence which you can count on in camp really helps. I also wanna thank God for being such a beautiful creator (: Whenever i was weary and tired of everything, i'd look up into the sky. The day sky filled with fluffy clouds which were really beautiful, the azure sky just allowed me to take my mind off all the troubles and schedules but just take a little time off everything.

There was this one experience which really touched me. There was one night where i was so tired and frustrated with certain things in camp. I took a breath of fresh air on the corridor and said a small prayer for help and for God to sustain me. And in the sky just in front of me was a star blazing brightly. It just shone in the middle of all the stars in the sky and i was just reminded of God that his grace and prescence would be sufficient for me and it simply made me smile. (:

The past couple of weeks have made me rethink my perspectives and i'm worried about certain changes in me. But i know that in God i will overcome them with Him, I will look forward and will walk with Him through it all (:

Thank You God (: for always being my provider, Healer, Father and Friend.
How could i live without you.

Joyful fact 1: I CAN GO FOR SERVICE THIS WEEK!!!!!! (: SATURDAY HERE I COME! (:

<3 Cale