Thursday, February 10, 2005
Chinese New year Day 2....

Thots ~~: Saw that girl on the 6.24 bus again today at Junction 8, talk about coincidence huh? On new year's too... i'm sorta amazed really and sorta questioning what fate really is. i'm getting tired of this E-Yan thing to tell the truth... very tired... He's jumping on everything i say although he asked a very... controversial question. Alright i admit maybe i reacted by instinct but still I just told him what i would do, its just me... Blame me for being a traitor? Being someone who shoots you down for something you did? I don't think so man, live with it. He's my best friend too and i treated him like one... once we had those times but now, somehow i get this feeling I'm missing something. When you confide in a person, do you do it becoz you need to or you want to? When you answer a question and he concludes that you're hinting something else, is it my fault?

Experiences**: I saw the girl this time in a blue dress instead of her uni and i thought she was pretty cute, yeah although she looks above average but man i think she chio. Everytime i see her my heart skips a beat and i can't believe i saw her today... Tan, medium built on height and sorta shy kinda person, that's how she looks like. Fate's playing a game with me i swear somehow making me really wonder. Food for thought eh :P I don't have the confidence to approach her by the way, yeah that's sorta how i am. I don't look very good either so it doesn't help.... Haha....

Highlights: Seoul Raiders and Constantine. Two of the best movies of all time. Angels and Demons. Police and thieves. I'm so gonna watch Constantine again! missed the end of credits scene. Chinese new years is super boring despite the holiday... I've still gotta study for those tests next week and lost quite a bit of money at the gambie table. Dun have much to do when my parents went to M'sia for today so i hung out with my cousins. Yuppz. So anyway that's all for today. Last thing Gundam Seed rox big time go check it out. All fans can add me @ Angels.Blade@gmail.com. ( My profile isn't up yet :P)